Thursday, February 4, 2021

Same as it ever was.

Someone posted about adoptive 'parents' getting about 36,000 in payments on children they starved, incarcerated and buried (one buried, anyway). I see the devil in people every day. 

This was so far away from me as long as Mom and Dad with God could shield me. It was all somewhere else. Under a different regime. A different time, even, which was long gone. Now, it's like it came up out of the ground, out of hell, and made them slaves to its venom. 

As far as I go, it's the cigarettes. 

Monday, November 30, 2020

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Well, the great cry continues. The virus, the struggle against freedom, the playing the victim when it's them that are the offender, after harassment, assault, and hatred against Presidential candidates, their supporters, and basically everything they can perceive as an enemy, it seems. It's as if it has come to a time when, all you'd have to do is raise your arm and shout, 'Down with the care bears! They are evil and racist!', and there would be some who would agree. "Fuck licorice!", they'll say. "It's whitey's choice because... It reminds us of rope, and I think you see it when you buy it! So, we must be right because its in our mind!" It's as if the demented modern thought Gastapo has made it a life goal to look as bad as possible to the world, here and in the future when they look back at us. My God, don't loose your hold on me, lest I fall to evil. The ones in the institutions in strait jackets come to mind, fighting with them self and their own head, and believing it might be someone else, and it is only them. And it is over there, what they think they need worry about what the beast has done, and think that becoming one them self is going to to do anything but make a bigger mess somewhere. Maybe if they worry about it, and make it real to them, they can be considered legit. No self, so no self control. Only a worry about someone else's thoughts, and wanting to be a demon-god-police, as existed and they say exists now. God, now is no time to be shy to them. 
Much of what thy do is lie what some of the post on this blog sound like. Mental illness.

Monday, November 9, 2020

My name is

 Hell Knowlton? Trying to make me someone I'm not and don't want to be. 

Sunday, March 29, 2020

The battle rages on.

Every day looking to see how many now (cases and deaths) "Should be millions of cases in the US before it goes away). Well, when it gets to be so many, how do we keep our 6 feet distance (don't say when you go under, either, pisspot). Most of the shit couldn't respect personal space before this. Will they understand now? Does reading this piss you off? If so, you're just a weasel. So ignorant and sooo jumpy. I dread grocery shopping. It's like easy peasy, diseasy.

I appreciate the basic things in life. Right now, I've been ruffled so much, I go out of it automatically when someone starts their shit or even approaches. So, understand or choose to be numb. Your choice, I suppose. 

So, what's going to happen after this dies down? More waves of leeches flooding in to suck the droplets from our little one's and our mouths? There might not be enough. We've struggled with your weight already. One can only be host to parasites so long before it gets sick and dies.



                                         The End.

So, don't complain about it until you put your foot down and demand our rights as people. Or, deny those you think you can their rights to thought, freedom and equal respect. 

Sunday, November 10, 2019

A.


Ok.
I wish I could soundproof this house. I can't walk without waking Captain Asshole. I don't blame him for being mad, but...it's like you take one step and he's up. And it's softly. It's bullshit.

Monday, October 7, 2019

Earth

Boy, do they ever not know.                                                                                                                      

In my exhaustion through the waves of hell, I have ribbons of hope in the valve of my heart, waving with the pumps. 

Sunday, September 15, 2019

Autumn.

Well, aren't I a pisser?

The stress of the refrigerator going and the car situation, along with the clothes mounting up, and the nasty assed comments for some time have taken a toll. Percy's appetite has suddenly gone, yet I've had the urge to cook the things I have been wanting to cook. It really does seem as if there is nothing left here to hang around for. He keeps mentioning something that seems to keep sounding better and better. I can't seem to take the winters anymore. I am just tired of it all now. I know I need to keep going. I want to have a yard sale to get rid of all the garbage we don't need anymore. I've been depleted of just about everything as far as funds and energy go. There's a lot of stuff I should really sell. My smoking has been too much and I feel like I wont live much longer. I am drinking too much coffee, also. My taste buds are so gone, I'm not really enjoying it, anyway. I scrubbed the rug today. It needs more. I'm just so dazed. Oh well. Never where I should be. I should have camped out at the church. I'd like to start to ride bicycle. I saw a goose in a car the other day at the dollar store. It looked so familiar.