Thursday, July 29, 2021

If I had a punching bag...

 Maybe I'd feel better. Maybe if I thought I had someone over a barrel, or in a hard spot, I'd talk like I was queen of Mother Mary's ass. No, I don't see the fun in it. Jesus, I'm not really worried about what some think, I consider what You said, compare it to what they say/do, and then decide the worth of it. I am aware by righteous teaching, and even though the devil wants me to give in when they are sick in the head, and treating me like a lesser, to their opinions and their game of bigotry and twisted reasoning, with their scales, Yes, shit weighs more than diamonds. 


Such turbulence, when need not be. Meanwhile, a lunatic is trying to ruin a kid's life, and worried about some change to buy her housing, clothing, and other things. A piece of trash who never looked sideways at her, except to roughhouse, and watch her while booze was fetched. POS little bastard,pp0 who threatens everyone he wants, and drinks like a fish, pops xanax, and whatever else, and probably a lot more I don't know. If he got what he wanted, he would be less than he originally indicated, which is that he would take Janie away from me, or try. 

Monday, July 12, 2021

Challenging days.

 So, I'm thinking that the misunderstandings and kinks of character can be worked out, with a little effort from all parties involved. As far as Janie goes, I am afraid of unreal expectations. Although I like cleanliness, despite how things have gone for us and looked to someone else, I cannot keep every crumb or dish clean. Nor can I make Janie understand certain things because of her condition. But I am hanging on and dealing with things as best I can,